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Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 12:36 pm
Clickswansong

In the middle of an interview (in French!) for culturemag Chronic'art in Paris last week, I found myself -- without really planning to -- dropping a bombshell "exclusive" (which, of course, this entry is now de-exclusivising). I told Olivier Lamm (whose own player_pianoblog is pretty great) that I would end Click Opera on the eve of my 50th birthday, in other words on February 10th, 2010. Unless something fairly radical happens to change my mind, that's the plan. From now until February will, therefore, be the last few months of Click Opera.

Now, most people, when they end a blog, just publish less on it and migrate slowly to Twitter and Facebook, or wherever. But I wanted to make a bit of a dramatic fanfare about this, because I think it'll make for a more interesting and dramatic final few months. It's not so much that I want to hear people wailing and gnashing their teeth and begging me to change my mind, as that this might prompt me to cover new topics or try new things in the final days. Instead of seeing readers ebb away slowly, we might even see an increase, a final rally, and a new tone of mutual appreciation and love here.

The last days of Click Opera will feature a trip to Japan, since I'll spend much of December and some of January there. And that's nice, because Click Opera has been about Japan quite a bit, of course, during its six year existence. Posted on Friday the 16th of January 2004, the very first Click Opera entry (now sadly bare of pictures) celebrates now-defunct Japanese magazine site Magazo, and picks six of my favourite Japanese magazines. Only two of them are still in print.



That first entry received just three comments. The first was from me, and said: "First. This is the first entry in Click Opera, the record of the clicks Momus is making as he operates his iBook on a daily basis." To which an Anon signing him/herself as Zachary Daiquiri, Esq, replied: "Can I assume this will be a delightful journey, exploring everything this side of Erasure?" And a LiveJournalist known as improvduck (whose journal has now been deleted and purged) added: "I was wondering when Momus would invade LiveJournal! I'm a very young admirer." Ah, very bliss was it in that early dawn to be alive, to stretch and see for the first time the strange sun of a new planet!

So why am I ending Click Opera? There are lots of reasons. We're coming to the end of a decade, and I've seriously spent about three solid years out of the ten generating copy and fielding comments on this blog. I had a great time doing it, but what it meant was that, after a fairly nomadic and adventurous first three or four years, the decade saw me mostly rooted to a chair in front of a screen. Because I don't do things by half measures, I became pretty much a full-time blogger, and the ugly word was even added to my name: I became "Nick Currie, blogger..." (writer, artist and musician followed somewhere behind that froggy word).



Now, lots of good things came out of blogging. I had an exciting reason to get up in the morning. I managed to sift and panhandle the web and find things of value, things that reminded me why it was good to be alive. Click Opera gathered an exceptionally intelligent, forthright and challenging group of readers with whom it was a joy to chat and even to spar. I learned an enormous amount, daily, from these people. From you. And I never banned the Anonymae, because you can't learn anything without being challenged.

Click Opera got me into surveys of the world's best blogs, and landed me commentary jobs with Wired and The New York Times, Frieze and Art in America. In other words, although Click Opera itself didn't pay me a dime (it even cost me money to host), it did lead to remuneration in all sorts of fairly direct ways. And yet none of the paid blogging work I did had the same vitality, the same zing. My writing elsewhere, for money, with editors, with adverts, usually bored and disgusted me. And it usually got, you know, three comments. Something died when I tried to do for money what I wanted to do for love.

So why end it? Why why why?



Because the LiveJournal platform I'm using is being wound down (it has a skeleton staff of 8 right now, I'm told). Because there's a kind of tumbleweed feel to my Friends List these days, as people migrate to Twitter (and "ship" their inconsequential tweets back to the old haunt as if to place a big "Nothing to see here folks!" sign over both locations) or Facebook. Because I don't feel that blogging either can or should be as big a part of the next decade as it has been of this one. Because I wonder what would happen if I put the energy I pour daily into this blog (and I've established a great working routine!) into something like a book, or something else. Because I think it's good to force yourself to change, just for the sake of change. Because I don't want to be a fifty year old man whose life revolves around a blog. Because I don't like some of the conflicts Click Opera has engendered, the hurtful battles that spiralled out of control when I crossed swords with people like Marxy, Alan McGee, or the ILX messageboard. Because I've probably said everything I have to say about my opinions and worldview, on a certain level (which isn't to say that the positions I've adopted have won or been accepted; many will never be). Because switching to another medium (fiction, for example) will be a way for me to put those views and hunches and feelings into new and fresh relationships with each other. Because it is possible to over-expose yourself, and popping up somewhere on the internet every single day is definitely one way to do that. Because I now have other forms of visibility: lectures, panel appearances, conferences, interviews in the press, performance art interventions, concerts, columns, books, records, journalism; enough to satisfy even the most rabid attention-hound.

Because (new paragraph) I don't like the chain letter pressure to come up with something interesting every day, or the way that a couple of missed entries lead to a whole week in which nothing happens, and how I care about that and battle to bring the ratings back up. Okay, I've cited this before as a plus, calling it the Scheherazade Challenge, but look at poor Scheherazade's motives for inventing a new tale every day: all the king's other wives were killed. Is that the kind of pressure I want in my life? Have I considered gardening as a hobby?



What will I do instead of Click Opera? Well, I don't know. Something will replace it, but I don't know what that is at the moment. I'm thinking about going back to my Daily Photos and monthly essays (with their superior art direction and total lack of comment facilities) on the website I maintained from 1995 to 2003, imomus.com. There was something rather magical about just issuing these non-reality-adjusted statements, accompanied by immaculate visuals, whenever good ideas occurred to me. Sure, Click Opera has been a sort of karate course, and its comment facility has taught me to be more dialectical and -- above all -- the skill set of prolepsis, of anticipating reader objections. But is a more moderate, accessible and dialectical me really what the world needs? Doesn't the world need an immoderate, outrageous and concentrated me, just laying out things that only I could think, no matter how wrong they may be?

So let's see what emerges, come February. Someone so ADD-ish, novelty-crazed and restlesslessly intellectually curious, someone who loves the internet as much as I do, will no doubt not be difficult to locate on the web. But who knows, perhaps I'll start a new blog and not tell anyone who or where it is, and just see if I can hide there, doing something a bit different, waiting to be outed.

I look forward to spending more time with my family. Wait! Hell! You people are my family! I look forward to spending less time with you, then. Let's see what it feels like. And let's enjoy these last four months to the very hilt, like a beautiful click-aria at the end of a beautiful click opera.

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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 10:44 am (UTC)
What you're planning..

Is a beautiful and smart idea (and very un-bloggy) especially the part about channeling your energies/thoughts/opinions etc: into fiction.

Crawford.

(long time lurker)


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exliontamer
exliontamer
Her Very Lowness with her head in a sling
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 10:54 am (UTC)

Well I don't think I have ever commented but I have always found Click Opera an interesting read, so I'll be sorry to see it go. Good luck with whatever else you end up doing.


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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 11:17 am (UTC)

I do think it's a good idea to end it, and to end it on your 50th birthday, and to end it this way. All for the reasons you already mentioned. It will also give me time to appreciate and think about many of your blog entries - which was something a bit hard to do when I knew there would be another article up the next day.

But I will certainly miss Click Opera - it was such a pleasure to get a well-told, thoughtful look into other people's lives and thoughts via your daily posts.

Hope I'll bump into you in Berlin one day!


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ferestec.wordpress.com
ferestec.wordpress.com
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 11:27 am (UTC)

i'm going to miss it so much. I feel sorry but I couldn't agree more with you. I think it's a brilliant idea.

Thank you


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bennycornelius
bennycornelius
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 11:23 am (UTC)

Now you're flouncing
Out of my life
With not a back look, hey
Not a bad way to say goodbye


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vikinggreeneyes
vikinggreeneyes
vikinggreeneyeswithgold
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 11:24 am (UTC)
Someday I hope to make it to Europe.

well put


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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 11:28 am (UTC)

I applaud your decision. To be honest, although I have detected some evolution in your positions, you basically have your set pieces now, on Japan, immigration, postmodernism, necro retro etc etc that you're often just wheeling out again and again with slight variations. What you may be able to do in fiction or in some other Internet venture will be more interesting than what you might still do here.

Blogging seemed to get you through a period when media interest in you flagged somewhat - your last few albums generated very few reviews in the music or mainstream media. It's interesting that it's fiction that has attracted media attention once again. Maybe intelligent pop music doesn't matter as much as it used to; maybe people are inherently less interested in middle-aged people doing pop. It'll be fascinating to see in what form exactly you bow out. you're not thinking of kidnapping any Japanese army generals, are you? And you won't get your leg chopped off in Marseilles or anything?

Anyway, good luck with all your future endeavours!


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imomus
imomus
imomus
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 11:54 am (UTC)

Yes, the archive will be kept online for as long as LiveJournal exists.


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tyrsalvia
tyrsalvia
Autumn, Suburban Machiavelli
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 11:45 am (UTC)

Like everyone else, I'll miss Click Opera... and yet I understand your reasons for departure. I only ask that you please don't delete anything here - I have a number of your entries in my memories, and I'd hate to lose them.

Thanks, and best wishes for a future full of fascinating mistakes and unsafe successes. You've been one of my favorite bloggers, and I can't wait to see what you do next.


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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 12:06 pm (UTC)
fin

That's exciting--congratulations!

best, Thomas


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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 12:25 pm (UTC)

"let's enjoy these last four months to the very hilt, like a beautiful click-aria at the end of a beautiful click opera."

It has been great!!!! thanks!!!!

I'm fighting the hell out of may head to write down my phd thesis for almost three years... and I always found fascinating your ability to publish things almost everyday... Great... A suggestion: why not keep on writing books with some sort of Soundtrack attached?

Pedro Félix


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bluesman
bluesman
Two-Dog
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 12:39 pm (UTC)

Only recently have I come across your blog (that really is an ugly word) and have quickly come to thoroughly enjoy it. I'll be sorry to see it go, but applaud your reasons for doing it.


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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 01:02 pm (UTC)
diato manabe

who is he?


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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 01:09 pm (UTC)
I would love

to see you go back to working on imomus.com. I still go back from time to time and read about the Electroacoustics of Humanism, or about making Oscar Tennis Champion. Great articles/essays/notes that were more of a left-handed/right-brained view into your creative process.

I enjoy click opera but the thought of you going back to that (daily photo included) is even more exciting!

All the best anyway,

Robyn


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erotreme
erotreme
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 01:09 pm (UTC)
>sob<

I understand. Really I do. But oh, I wish you wouldn't quit. You don't know how much I look forward to reading your posts every morning. I've learned so much about art, design, architecture. There's always so much cultural food for thought, even when I don't agree with you. I can't think of a more efficient method of getting this kind of mental stimulation. It's all in one place.

Please make good on the daily photos and monthly essays, at least! I will be watching.


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eclectiktronik
eclectiktronik
eclectiktronik
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 01:17 pm (UTC)

You've made some good points there. Personally, I think Click opera is marvellous, (not only for the chance to have the odd socialism-related skirmish with Kuma!) but there's just too much to digest! I get the impression that things are superseded before they have had a fair chance to be discussed fully, or their contents taken in. Being prolific is one thing, but there are missed opportunities at the same time. You seem to have have reached this conclusion also, when you recognize that "a couple of missed entries lead to a whole week in which nothing happens, and how I care about that and battle to bring the ratings back up.. "

For example, very often I may not call by for a week or so as I'm working or doing my art stuff. When I do, there is a backlog of interesting entries, but I feel (rightly or wrongly?) that it's 'not worth' commenting on it or participting, as I don't feel the debate is still ongoing - and this despite the piece in question being at most 3 or 4 days old. I would welcome a new format with maybe 2 pieces a week at most. Forget the 'ratings battle'. See it as a valuable sacrifice, to hold off the overexposure you fear, and enable you to find/ use other creative outlets as well, whilst not sitting glued to the PC all the time!




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imomus
imomus
imomus
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 01:30 pm (UTC)

Yes, it's a bit too hectic (or, as my enemies would probably say, "bait and switch") with new stuff going up every day.

the chance to have the odd socialism-related skirmish with Kuma!

Where is Kuma? Haven't seen him for a while.


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(Anonymous)
Tue, Sep. 29th, 2009 01:17 pm (UTC)

My prediction: Momus will tool about on his own site, writing the occasional essay or posting the occasional photo, but then after a month or two set up another blog on a different platform, kicking off with a great long post entitled: "Onward to the past: why I've returned to blogging".


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