I think it's clear that I am a narcissist -- God knows, I love and believe in myself strongly enough -- but I'd say I'm also rather guilty about it. I'd say I diffuse my self-love out into so many other things that it becomes acceptable. It's not sticky and repulsive any more, as immoderate self-love tends to be.
Or does it? According to an article on PsyBlog, Why we love narcissists (at first), "despite being self-absorbed, arrogant, entitled and exploitative, narcissists are also fascinating... we are strangely drawn to their self-centred personalities, their dominance and their hostility, their sensitivity and their despair, at least for a while."
The article reports an experiment by social psychologist Mitja Back which found that narcissists make a good first impression because they look, sound and move better. They use charming facial expressions, have a more confident speaking tone, wear more fashionable clothes, have trendier haircuts and are funnier.
Wow, what's not to self-love? Narcissists sound like attractive hipsters! They must get laid a lot!
If they do -- and surely they do -- their relationships don't last long, Back found. Weirdly enough, it's the narcissist-hipster's entitlement and exploitative abilities which lure people in initially: "participants liked narcissists' sense of entitlement most -- of the four aspects of narcissism they studied (leadership/authority, self-admiration/self-absorption, arrogance/superiority and entitlement/exploitativeness) it was the last of these that most predicted liking". However, "narcissists are usually soon found out and shunned since few people will put up with a self-absorbed, authoritarian, arrogant, exploitative friend".
At this point my picture of the narcissist -- with his trendy haircut and funny comments -- became the image of a musician on tour, getting laid every night but exhausting sympathy just in time to move on to the next concert in the next town. But the digital dandy could fit the bill just as well: instead of sticking around long enough for real people to get the message that there's no place in the dandy's heart for anyone but himself, he can simply display himself digitally in the web's shop window.
"Behaving selfishly seems to bring them a rush of admiration which they get addicted to, while devaluing others when the inevitable rejection comes, covering it up by searching out new people to worship them. The reason narcissists fail to spot this cycle may well be that friends and partners never hang around long enough to tell them in such a way that they actually believe it and want to do something about it," the article concludes.
That almost makes it sound like narcissism is being made into a "cycle of abuse", a "clinical condition requiring treatment", and even a "disease". And it might well be a facet of the narcissism of psychologists that they see themselves as the universal prism, the central aleph, the see-all and cure-all. Do scientists have a grudge against artists? Do they want us to be as boring as them? It's certainly understandable that these science types would prefer to vest their own value in something other than cool clothes, immediate charm, and a nice line in chat-up patter.
So, therapy for narcissists. Would it remove their charm and attractiveness, or only their own exploitation and manipulation of it to seduce the easily-impressed? Would the trendy haircut, the nice voice, the funny remarks, vanish after a course of antibiotics? Would the narcissist become one of those English self-deprecators who proudly proclaims his complete inadequacy, stupidity and laziness at every opportunity (surely a kind of "inverted narcissism" even more egregious than the overt kind, since it often comes with a refusal to improve)?
Attacks on narcissists disturb me just as attacks on hipsters do. After reading the PsyBlog piece -- to get the astringent flavour of crushed aspirin out of my mouth -- I watched a lot of Prince videos: Kiss, Sexy MF, Alphabet Street, Cream. You can only watch them on dodgy offshore servers, because either Prince or the media moguls who own his material slap suits on anyone showing them (and I don't mean padded-shouldered, wasp-waisted numbers with peep-holes for chest hair).
The narcissism levels in the Prince vids were off the meter, way beyond the red. I loved them. I imagined that if I'd been born a girl (Sheena Easton, for instance) I'd willingly have served my time as a love-slave in the pimp-imp's harem. The idea of a "normal" Prince cured of his scandalous self-love... well, it's just plain fugly.
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February 7 2010, 20:03:20 UTC 10 years ago
liz
Re: prince
February 7 2010, 22:25:35 UTC 10 years ago
In case there's someone here who hasn't heard it:
Closer to You
Anonymous
February 7 2010, 23:39:04 UTC 10 years ago
The disappointment of the young girls non gaze reflects your own disappointment to deal with trauma , that is the reaReal rejection of their non sensical formulations .....ocky milk is open..........................
Enda
non anonnon anon non
Anonymous
February 8 2010, 00:34:30 UTC 10 years ago
i mean does it really change things if you can say, "oh, BonSaiPussyKat made a snarky comment, but at least i know who they are..." LOL
Re: non anonnon anon non
February 8 2010, 03:56:22 UTC 10 years ago
As far as knowing anyone goes, even face to face, good luck.
BonSaiPussyKat
Re: non anonnon anon non
Anonymous
10 years ago
off the meter
Anonymous
February 8 2010, 02:53:08 UTC 10 years ago
noun
Definition:
1. artistic presentation: a presentation of an artistic work such as a play or piece of music to an audience
2. manner of functioning: the manner in which something or somebody functions, operates, or behaves
a high-performance car
3. working effectiveness: the way in which somebody does a job, judged by its effectiveness ( often used before a noun )
performance-related pay
4. thing accomplished: something that is carried out or accomplished
5. accomplishment of something: the act of carrying out or accomplishing something such as a task or action
6. display of behavior: a public display of behavior that others find distasteful, e.g. an angry outburst that causes embarrassment ( informal )
7. linguistics language produced: the language that a speaker or writer actually produces, as distinct from his or her understanding of the language.
See also competence (sense 3) parolen (sense 5)
February 8 2010, 04:06:56 UTC 10 years ago Edited: February 8 2010, 04:33:42 UTC
Anonymous
February 8 2010, 06:49:01 UTC 10 years ago
February 8 2010, 07:27:47 UTC 10 years ago
Anonymous
February 8 2010, 14:06:04 UTC 10 years ago
What exactly do you do to love yourself? I suppose I can understand self-hate and self-absorption, but if you're cured of those then it seems to me that surely you don't even have to think about yourself particularly, much less go around loving yourself.
Well, it doesn't matter. It's just when people say this to me that I find irritating, they can go and love themselves as much as they like. I just find it to be gibberish.
Anonymous
10 years ago
Bubble e Go!
Anonymous
February 8 2010, 09:56:26 UTC 10 years ago
Wondered what your thoughts were on this film which expresses nostalgia towards the bubble era?
February 8 2010, 11:17:08 UTC 10 years ago
Anonymous
February 8 2010, 23:03:53 UTC 10 years ago
Anonymous
March 1 2010, 22:29:12 UTC 10 years ago
A narcissist's commitment is not to himself (he has no self as such) but rather to the continuous desperate veiling of his absolute state of non-being.
Whereas: A hipster's commitment is to the beyond that stands both behind him and ahead of him, the ancient, the futuristic, the permanent that lives outside of time.
Prince was/is not a hipster, but a narcissist might easily mistake him for one.
Not likely
Anonymous
December 14 2010, 03:55:58 UTC 10 years ago
But if you are actually a narcissist, then you will go through my comment and consider it to be wrong at all cases.
Cheers
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